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« on: November 30, 2013, 10:21:53 am »
The reception was lit up with tiny, twinkling lights, strung up among the old wooden beams. The barn doors were flung wide open, the guests spilling out onto the dark lawn outside - Ivy Whitehall, sixteen years old and dressed in the floating peach frills of her bridesmaid dress, sat at the table and watched everyone with big, dark gray eyes.
Her sister had gotten married, today.
The wedding had been held at their parents' home, in their small, country town. Lulu hadn't been home properly for years, halfway across the country, studying at college. Ivy, who'd grown up as her older sister's shadow, had missed her like a phantom limb, always aware of her absence, lingering on in the brief emails and texts ("city is MAD, youd LOVE IT, BABY. best kebabs EVER."); the hastily wrapped presents, broken in the mail; the patchy video calls over the Internet, a tiny Christmas tree just behind Lulu as she tried to apologize for missing the bus.
And then -- almost out of the blue she arrived last Thanksgiving, tugging along with her a handsome, sheepishly grinning boy with chestnut brown hair, announcing to their bemused parents, "Greg and I are getting married!"
So now, nearly seven months later, here they were. Their mother had been delighted to organize the entire affair - something, Ivy thought wryly, Lulu had no doubt been counting on to placate Mom about the surprise engagement. Still, Diana Whitehall rose to the challenge magnificently: the refurbished barn they were in now was draped with sheer, white curtains of material, explosions of baby roses everywhere, hanging from the roof in dripping garlands, twined around support beams. The glittering, tiny lights. White table clothes on twenty or so large, round tables.
Lulu, resplendent in white, her face shining, was standing amid her friends, hands clasped around one woman's, talking excitedly. Though Ivy's senior by eight years, Lulu was shorter than her - built like a pixie, diminutive and tiny and absolutely perfect. Her dark, neat hair - the same hair that Ivy shared - was cropped close to her chin, crowned in roses, making her oval face - the same face that Ivy saw every morning in the mirror, but for the eyes - rosy and warm.
Their parents had gone - Dad tired easily these days, so Mom was probably fussing over him in the house. Ivy picked up the last of the pâté slices - duck pâté with creamy, soft goat's cheese on a thick, crusty slice of bread, still warm - and certain no one was looking, jammed it into her mouth.
Stuffing her face with food had been her solution to an otherwise pretty, but boring reception. None of her friends could come to the wedding, and her cousins were all mostly Lulu's age, or older. Greg, kind as he was, had sat next to Ivy and talked with her a little while Lulu was doing the rounds with her friends, but when there was no one else around, Ivy sampled everything available, and then some.
Small cheddar pies, biscuits and creamy gravy, glazed pork pulled from the spit, potato salad - and then there were the sweets. Trifle with rich sponge, macarons with chewy shells and sweet centres and thick slices of the wedding cake - chocolate and caramel buttercream.
Ivy, finishing the pâté slice, took a sip from her champagne flute - it was too dry, but there was no one to stop her and soon she had finished the glass, standing as she did.
There was an almost full bottle of it, still, on the table. Everyone in the wedding party had dispersed, mingling with their friends, Lulu's bright laughter coming from somewhere near the makeshift dance floor. Ivy, slender with dark hair swept over bare shoulders, her eyes made smoky and dark and her lips too shiny. She was almost unrecognisable tonight - the Whitehall girl would not be missed, or questioned, if she left the inside of the barn with the bottle.
She picked it up by the neck; it was still chilled. No one looked at her twice, most everyone beyond the point of tipsiness themselves. Outside, she avoided people laughing, or dancing to the music from inside the barn, and went and hid in a hay pile, just behind it, hidden from the pooling lights of the house.
The peach frills settled around her airily; Ivy could still feel the thrum of chatter and music from inside, and looked up to the sky, the bottle beside her.
The stars were very bright.